"Gracie's"
by Keaton Howl
Last night, after the mid shift, I tuck sweaty cardboard takeaway under my arm and fare hop the red line at Alewife
Wearing my barista shirt because my boy likes a man in uniform
Stumble on the platform in Lechmere and hope it's quiet tonight
Come in late and dizzy, he's elbow deep in sweet cream and startling at the bell on the door
We let the customer service voice drop and kiss
I tell them about my day making coffee,
Being on bar for six hours straight
The mobile orders and manager group chats
Breaking off dripping mouthfuls of a sandwich that doesn't taste like anything
Congealing pasta dinners for two on the prep table promising a lukewarm return
He doesn't have time to eat
The rush comes late and I jump on register at a place I don't work
Joke that they can tip me out later
I'm just moonlighting tonight, lover
We brush hands scooping ice cream
Men and women come in together, drawn out date nights neither has the heart to end
So we lock up ten minutes early and make out in the walk in,
Blind corners, our bodies melting ice
We, what goes on after close, dish pit oasis
My hands swim in AJAX and verbena,
here
Work and pleasure are the same name
He turns the thrash metal down to listen to me sing in the doorway, the folk music from my speaker,
Phone cradled in the hand washing sink
They rattle the bearings for the ice cream machine like knucklebones,
And we don't need a home
Or kitchen
Or bed
We are in love with wet pyrex and Tupperware
Stay late and then an hour past that, watch the square spiral into red lights
We go an extra stop on the train just to hold on to each other,
And I kiss the sugar off his face in the break of our breath
we have only hours to go around, but it's hours enough